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| 03:09am 30/10/2006 |
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Okay, stole this from Rachel.
Whatcha do is you set whatever program you use to play mp3s on your computer to "random" or "party play" or whatever. Take the first 10 songs, add "in my pants" to the title, and BOOM. Instant fun. It's just like sex, only I'm doing it!
Deftones - The Chauffeur in my pants
Our Lady Peace - Tomorrow Never Knows in my pants
Paul Oakenfold - Starry Eyed Surprise in my pants
Unloco - Bruises in my pants
Bear McCreary - The Shape of Things to Come in my pants
Nightwish - Wish I had an Angel in my pants
Muse - Butterflies and Hurricanes in my pants
Brownie McGhee & Sonny Terry - God and Man in my pants
Puff Daddy - Victory in my pants
The Pillows - Beautiful Morning with You in my pants |
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| Old Urges |
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| 02:52am 24/09/2006 |
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I don't know. I havent been well in months. Not since Dharma. I'm starting to really worry...the only friendships I have are ones I got before her...and those are becoming strained now. I cant seem to meet new people, to talk to anyone I dont know. I'm scared of everyone and everything, and I feel that I'm beginning to push the people who do put up with me away. I wish someone would just shut me off and...fix me. |
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| Electro-Shock Blues |
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| 09:12pm 18/09/2006 |
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Feeling scared today
Write down I am okay
A hundred times the doctors say
I am okay
I am okay
I'm not okay
Skin is crawling off
Mopping the sweaty drops
Sticking around for this shit
Another day
Another day
Not another day
Pink pill feels good
Finally understood
Take me in your warm embrace
I am trying
I am trying
-Eels
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| Planes on an Award Show |
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| 01:01pm 28/08/2006 |
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I haven't posted anything in ages, and instead of catching people up on the recent events of my life, I need to say something that may be considered callous.
Last night Conan O'Brien hosted the Emmy's on NBC. The opening sketch of the show was a pre-filmed bit with Conan flying to the award show on a jetliner, which then crashes on an island so that a parody of LOST, a show almost completely ignored by the Emmy's, could begin. People are upset about the insensitive skit airing only hours after an actual plane crash in Kentucky killed 49.
Now, I'm all for being respectful, but I am also all for taking an artists side in almost any situation. Now, the actual sequence of the plane crashing in the bit was all of 20 seconds, and was seemingly cut down significantly. The crash was only present enough to give the proper segue into the Lost parody. The plane in Kentucky never fell from the sky, or hit a coastline; it crashed on the runway into the forest at the edge. This is tragic, but should people really expect the sketch to be entirely removed? The OPENING sketch, usually the most elaborate of an award show? Some people wrote of the Emmy's "ARMY OF WRITERS" that could have easily made a replacement, and even if it sucked, saying that the original was removed out of respect for the crash would have been classy. Agreed, it would have been, and maybe they could have done that somehow, even creating another somewhat high-quality, high-budget pre-filmed segment (unlikely, I think).
My question is, should they have to? Should Snakes on a Plane be pulled from theaters? Should sketches parodying the big-winner Law & Order be pulled because people may have been murdered yesterday? I think not, but that's just me. What do you think, possibly non-existant readers? |
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| ...mmmkay. Neat-O! |
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| 04:58am 17/06/2006 |
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 | You scored as True Alternative. You are a True Alternative! Labels do not suit you well, particularly as you tend to strike your own path and to grow purely via experience. No armchair quarterbacking for you! Originality and creation are your specialities, and sometimes you can even articulate what the hell just happened. Someday you may find yourself drawing the maps for other people... lots of other people.
True Alternative | | 60% | White Lighter | | 60% | Discordian | | 50% | Aimless Eclectic | | 50% | Mystic | | 45% | Spiritualist | | 45% | Magician | | 25% | Otherkin | | 20% | </td>
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| Amazing Revelations brought by Peter Gabriel, a.k.a.: The Lyrical Story of How I got my Groove Back |
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| 10:44pm 08/01/2006 |
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music: Peter Gabriel - Darkness
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Thank you, Peter Gabriel.
Darkness
by Peter Gabriel
I'm scared of swimming in the sea
dark shapes moving under me
every fear I swallow makes me small
inconsequential things occur
alarms are triggered, memories stir
It's not the way it has to be
I'm afraid of what I do not know
I hate being undermined
I'm afraid I can be devil man
and I'm scared to be divine
don't mess with me, my fuse is short
beneath this skin these fragments caught
when I allow it to be
there's no control over me
I have my fears
but they do not have me
walking through the undergrowth, to the house in the woods
the deeper I go, the darker it gets
I peer through the window
knock at the door
and the monster I was
so afraid of
lies curled up on the floor
he's curled up on the floor just like a baby boy
I cry until I laugh
I'm afraid of being mothered
with my balls shut in the pen
I'm afraid of loving women
and I'm scared of loving men
flashbacks coming in every night
don't tell me everything's alright
when I allow it to be
it has no control over me
I own my fear
so it doesn't own me
walking through the undergrowth, to the house in the woods
the deeper I go, the darker it gets
I peer in the window
knock at the door
and the monster I was
so afraid of
lies curled up on the floor
he's curled up on the floor just like a baby boy
I cry until I laugh |
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| 01:57pm 04/01/2006 |
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I'm dieing out here. I don't eat, and I live in filth. I don't have enough money for food or rent or bills...my classes aren't quite worked out for next semester. I hate myself more and more every damn day and people just keep making me feel worse. I have no support. I don't even want someone to lean on, just someone who doesn't make me feel bad for the few brief moments I have fun in this life. I wonder more and more if the world would be any different if I were to die today. Would it perhaps even improve? I realize now that people expect so much more of me then I could ever give...because they expect me to be a decent person. And the truth is, I'm not. And I'm all alone in working to be; everyone simply wants me to feel bad for what I am rather than see some future good. There is no future good; they berrate me and make me feel bad because I deserve it. Villains don't choose to be villains; those in darkness and evil do so with some noble intention in their skewed mind. One day a hero will strike me down, and the people rejoice. I could be that hero...just once...
I'm crying at my desk, in the middle of my coworkers, and the one person I'd like to tell that to and hear that it's all going to be okay, would just tell me I'm selfish and a martyr. No, hun. I don't want to die for any cause. I just want to die. And it's not for selfish reasons. I'm just tired of destroying all that I touch.
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| The Dropa Stones |
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| 12:48pm 27/12/2005 |
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After four years (I'll end up with a 6 year stay at NYU undergrad in the end), I have had a ton of classtime devoted to studying film, and a surprisingly little time spent crafting my own. As a result, I had begun to become a little...worried. Worried about whether I was just turning an interest in movies into a supposed career path; worried that I am a hack. I can take constructive criticism, and even harsh criticism when it comes to my films, but it's always nice to receive VINDICATION of your TALENTS:
Michael,
This has a nice Indiana Jones quality to it, and you handle the jumping back and forth between two time periods very well.
Nice specifics re: the archaelogical detail, and excellent (and grisly) fight scenes. A lot of good tension here -- would make a nice "pilot", or kick-off to an adventure series. Well done, again.
Grade for script: A- / Grade for class: A-
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